my friend's story~

사 랑 버보~

today..

i had promise to myself that i wont hurt myself again..
the purpose that i make that promise it is because i dont want be a stupid girl.
if i wont do this i am afraid that i'll get comfort by that feeling.
it is has nothing to do with him.
me,the one that created that problem.
okay..
i am now trying very hard to forget about him.
i am deleting him slowly..i hope i can make it..
i cant be friend with him.
it is because i'll destroy the friendship with my own feeling,
my feeling toward him is very strong.
no one can imagine that..
it is nothing to do with him.
it is just me..my feeling..and my thought..
he just ordinary boy that i got crushed on him without i noticed it..
and that feeling become more deep..
also without i noticed it..
he never said sweet word to me..
but just me that interpret what he had said into sweet words..
i know that he is very gentle to me..
it is because he is..
he is being gentle to everyone he know..
that why sometimes i feel very comfort with him..
and maked my feeling toward him more deeper.
and that why i wont find him again..
he makes me comfort.
and i hate that he makes me like that,
because it makes me want to own him!!
without i noticed..
he makes me cried all alone..
i cried even when i curious about his feeling,
i cried again when i miss him,
the stupid things happen to myself is,
i laugh stupidly when i remember his sweet smile,
i laugh likes no tomorrow when i remember his word
are this love?
if this is love i think it is very hard to me..
i never find my true love..
i hope this is not my true love,,
because i been very cruel to myself.
from now i promise to myself that
i'll just let him go,
i wont find him again.
just let the memories that i create myself be a beautiful wound in my heart..
i'll miss the feeling that i missing him so much..
n just remember,it is not because im tired wishing n hoping to you..
just to be more fair to myself..
I love myself than I love u..

   

 

badminton

aduh akhernyemaen gak aku badminton
sudah lame meninggalkannye..
mule men..
tangan aku tekehel gak la.
nkk uat backhen dah pengko balek dah...smash asek tak lepas je.
walopom dlu aku tade la teror mane..
tapi bole la men..ni aku men..same mcm dak dajah satu jek..huhuhu..papepom..
lepeh la gak ketagehan aku..crew badminton aku tadi
shafiqa,mael dan faes..
thanks kerna sudi menemani aku men yng tak teror ni..hehehe..
korang mmg 창 (jjang = best)!!!
bersilat2 aku men tadi..hahaha..terkehel la tgn aku tadi..tak biase gune raket adik aku..
raket aku deme dah juai kot..aku crik tak jumpe.
uwaaa.seday~~
papeom Kim jeajoong when he at school he used to play badminton.
so,im proud that oppa also play the game that i love..
oppa lets battle..
hahah
macam la dy nak
hehhehe
papepom oppa sarangee~
junsu oppa jgn jeles..
u tatap num 1!

people that i call friend

HAFIZAH AINAA
the only person in this world that understand me in n out.
aku stat kawan ngan dy ni mase aku pindah skola kat convent form 4.dy pom newbie gak kat skola convent tuh.dy pindah dari KL.
tempat yng dy bangge sgt..hehhe..oreng key ell..ala2 gitu laa..tak kesah la dy dari mane,yang penting dy besfren aku dunia akherat.
insyAllah.kami ade similarities.tapi tak sume kami same.just the way kami have fun same.she kinda talkactive,fun n crazy sometimes..just like me.
tapi de gk yg contra ngan aku.kontra gilak2 la.fiza is a perfectionist n me?hahha..all people around me noe that im the kind like
'tangkap muat'..tade la nk piki something sampai rumit2 ni like fiza do..but sebab contra ni la kami ni rAPAT.erm
kalu ckap pasal gado..em..tayah ckap..mmg ade..aku taw fiza mara ngn aku.but kkdng aku bia je kemarahan dy reda.sbb taw.kami kompem akan baik balek.
like a sibling.air di cincang takan putus.fiza the only person akan aku rujuk kallu aku in trouble.a good listening laa..
dy suke la bagi aku prezen tak kira la besday aku ke tak.suke je nk bagi aku sonok.sepak nak?hahha..tade laa..sonok la dy bagi adiah..tapi kkdng asek aku je
menerima..tak beh la kan..so aku taw skunk dy ni jauh dimate aku..n dy pom de mmbe baru kat tempat baru dy..hope dy takan lupe kat aku ni..sbb aku mmg takan lupe kat dy..
huhu..no one can replace her place in ,y heart..she d one that never fail to make me think that i have a friend that will olwez b my side no matter what i do in this world



ANITH FATIN
care aku knai ngn anit same mcm aku knai aina.so,kami rapat pom sbb perangai kami yng same.cume aku n anith bnyak persamaan.
kami penah dok satu umah..anit jadik family angkat aku..so parent aku know her well.but family aku jgak knai fiza gak..sbb dy kami salu la lepak
bersame kat umah aku..erm,anit have a difficult personality..aku skunk jarang nk kontek anit da.sbb dy kate dy bzi.assngmnt bnyak..so sibuk la dy
but bile kami hangout.kami still macm dulu lagi..glak,smebang bukan2..gile2 sng ckap..i have fun friend with her..anit jgak la bnyak taw sal aku..
in n out..huhu..so aku bangge ade shabat cam korang..yng faham aku.even aku mnyak kelemahan.


SITI KHADIJA
mmbe matrik aku.n mudee setaun dari aku..sebaye anit gak la..dy ni kind of gile2 la..sbab uh snang nk buat kawan ngn dy ni..
jgn wiso..campak mane pom bole idup budak ni..huhu..korang penah tgok dy men badminton?
hahha..tayah ckp..mmg teror la.bola depan blakang tepi kiri kanan.sume boleh tngkap..hehhee..aku stat rapat ngn ct mase sekes year of seken sem kat matrik..
bnyak ckap dy ni...hhahaha...n sangat la pemurah..suke kawan ngn orng yng tak berkire2 ni..sbb aku wase aku pom tak berkire..barang aku barang kau..barang kau barang aku..
ini la baru kite ckap shabat..setakat ni..kawan2 yng aku rapat sume tak kesah..kkdng kakak2 aku pom pelik care aku berkawan.sbb dme tak phm maksud kawan tu mcm mane..
hahha..inila care aku piki..


NUR HIDAYAH
The youngest one..huhu..baru je knai dayah ni..sangat la len dri mmbe2 aku yng sebelum ni..sbb she kinda proper..n me?very la messy person..
even dayah mude dari aku 2 tahun tapi suke act mcm dy kakak aku..hehehhe..sbb aku nye life tak terator snagt..aku tataw la kalu la dayah tak jdi mmbe aku kat uitm..canela
life aku..komfem lagi mess..dayah sngat la ske tolung aku..tapi asek dy je tolung aku..aku ni menerime je..aduh...segan la kkdng..
even dy baru je aku knai..aku taw dy sngat la baek..n aku maseh lagi try untuk lebih rapat ngn dy..even de perbezaan umo yng agk ketare ( chet 2 taun je pom ), hope dayah sudi berkawan rapat ngn aku..
n bole trime aku seadenye..huhu..sbb bukan ramai yng dpat tahan ngn prngai aku yng pelik ni..huhuhu..

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just want to let all of u know..
u all my precious fren in this world..
the person that i wont forget in this world..
hope all u do in this world will be success..
even when we have our own life..
just remember that me as ur friend..
THANK YOU FOR BE MY FRIEND.
LOVE ALL OF YOU.

NEW LIFE

okey..setelah sekian lame dan banyak mendilit most of my post now tyme for move on.

oke.just wanna to tell that im 120% available n now not a same person as before.

hahaha..the person that will smile brigthly to find a new life.

thanks to my bff aina that always be by myself whenever i need her or not..

she the most greatest fren i never had..thanks AINA~

my fav song from lily allen~

LITTLEST THINGS

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't know why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Chorus
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell that I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world who could replace you

Chorus
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
FRIDAY NIGHT

Friday night last orders at the pub,
Get in the car and drive to the club,
There's a massive crowd outside so we get in to the queue
It's quarter past 11 now we won't get in till quarter to.

It's quarter to and we get to the front,
Girl on a guest list dressed like a c***
She asked security to check inside my shoes,
You can play this game with me but you know you’re gonna lose.

Hook
Looked me up and down,
I don't make a sound,
There's a lesson that I want you to learn,
It's if you're gonna play with fire then you're gonna get burned,

Chorus
Don't try and test me cos you'll get reaction,
Another drink and I'm ready for action,
I don't know who you think you are,
But making people scared wont get you very far.

Ooooooooooooo
Ooooooooooooo

In the club make our way to the bar,
Good dancing love but you should of worn a bra.
Guy on the mike and he's making too much noise,
There's these girls in the corner wanting attention from the boys.

I see these girls and they're shouting through the crowd,
Don't understand why they're being really loud.
They make their way over to me,
They try to push me out the way,
I'll push her back, she looks at me and says,
What you tryna say?

Hook
Chorus x2

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Oooooooooooooo

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